you strum the strings of my imagination.

Saturday, January 31, 2004

you probably misunderstood.
the "belle is just being belle" entry is not for you.
it has no connections with the previous one.
yes its undeniable and i've always knew,
you're the only person who knows me inside out.
and i love you for that.
our friendship is the one i live for.
and without you, there wouldn't be me.

i'm not angry, sem.
just frustrated.
in fact, very frustrated..
but indubitably not with you.

12:28 PM

have you ever felt so frustrated that it brings tears to your eyes?

well, it has for me.
in fact, thats how it is right now.

and i've decided, to give up the outside world.
and am gonna disappear from there.

12:43 AM

belle is just being belle

how well do you know me to know im being me?
or is that just a superficial opinion of yours?
yes i aint as good, aint perfect at all
but dont condemn me, nor judge my flaws.

don't judge me from my outlooks,
how much do you know me inside?
how do you know the truth in me,
when its under the facade i hide.

you seem like a complete stranger to me now
its like i lost track of the you i used to know.

the you who would listen to me, and not turn me away.
the days when i felt you cared, now aint longer there.
have i changed or you transformed?
to someone i do not know, where my existence doesn't belong.

or have i not known you enough
to realise what you really are within?
if it was gonna be a superficial friendship frm the start
whatever for did we ever begin...

12:27 AM

there's no anger in me.
probably just a little frustrations.
or is it my fault to begin with?
sigh.

although i should have gotten used to it
but i sometimes wish you'd notice my feelings more.
its the words you bluntly put through
it does hurt.. sometimes little, sometimes lots.
im more to the sensitive side probably
but you should have known.
sigh, maybe i just need some time alone..

12:19 AM

Wednesday, January 28, 2004

i might just go into MIA next week.
since thats when the week's gonna start getting hectic.
maybe il even attend bible study myself.
or perhaps il just do my own at home.
-shrugs. we'll see.

and when will i be back..
that i have no clue.
i just need to rid off lethargy and depression.

7:06 PM

wahhhh.
i wish, i pray, and i hope.
i want my hair to have more volume!
my hair is incapable of styling the hairstyles i adore.
and thats DARN IT SAD. :(
its just a different texture and weightage altogether.

im gonna snip off my hair on friday.
hopefully, it would turn out awesome..
UNLIKE my present one. =/

6:38 PM

the mugging period has arrived..

simply fabulous.
i've got remedials EVERYDAY now.

Mondays : English (sch ends at 330 instead of 230)
Tuesdays : Biology or Chem (ends at 3 instead of 130)
Wednesdays : Chinese or Humanities (ends at 3 instead of 130)
Thursdays : Math math math. (ends at 3 instead of 130)
FRIDAYS : Accounts (ends at 135 instead of 1235!!!)
Saturdays : Chem practical (8-9 or 9-10)

they deprived me of my freedom. :(

5:11 PM

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

i wanna greet familiar faces in the wee hours of the morning
all the hellos that make me smile, the friendly gaze in their eyes
the hugs that give me warmth, the smiles of acknowledgement.
i wanna hear the familiar bell-ring, the rush of pple going down.
the daily gathering and line-ups, the never-ending announcements.

the playful times in class where i'd laugh my heart out
the many shrills and screams, the shrieks and shouts.
the boring but normal lessons conducted in class
the routine of after lesson toilet break
the anxious anticipation for the bell to ring.
standing outside classes making faces while waiting.

making noise, cutting queues and ordering the usual.
ignoring the prefects whenever asked to stop.
holding onto the handles of the glasses,
praying that i wont make a fool outta myself if it drops.
missing the laughter, the jokes and the fun.
the hellos coming from almost everyone.

i miss sitting together with laoma and cher during breaks.
i miss sem in her uniform everyday in school.
i miss seeing the twits hanging out together and laughing their guts out.
i miss going crazy in class with xinying, merser n co.
i miss the indian community and their sarcasm.

and now its all gone.
i can only look at stmargs from the outside
and always wonder whats going on in theree.
i miss st margarets
but perhaps, my absence is insignificant.

10:31 PM

a mistake is only a mistake if you don't learn from it

I have always believed mistakes are stepping stones in life.
but they always appear to be barriers forcing us to stop.
like there's no where else to turn, no where else to go.
but its actually all just a deception really.
however, not many see through the lies of it all.
they come to a halt, fall in their knees, and cry..
thinking that all's lost and nothing can be salvaged.
they give up every possible hope.
not knowing that there has always been a path beside them..

Probably,
this is an insignificant tragedy of deceit.
one that has conquered many throughout the world.

7:11 PM

Monday, January 26, 2004

i might just wanna go MIA for awhile.
and be alone, all by myself.
switching off every connection.

what do you think?
hmmm.

10:54 PM

sometimes i wonder..
if you ever realise that your words
do pierce through the heart.

but nonetheless,
i cant help but love you all the same.

10:52 PM

how many will accept the way i am,
that im not flawless, no where near perfect
unpretty with possession of faults,
will you accept me with unpleasant facts?

as you unveil and scrape my facade away
discovering what lies hidden beneath.
that im so far away from excellence
am nothing but a beautiful deceit.

i've always tried avoiding
but still stumble on my mistakes
showing my unsightful self
as the first impression image breaks

surrounded by judgemental and critical beings,
therefore transformation slowly unfolds.
stealing away genuine originality
a perfect facade i long and hunger to hold.

blinded by the perfection i longed to create
reality has seeped into the loopholes of my life
i am who i am, nobody but myself
imperfect with faults, but without a facade of lies.

6:29 PM

spooky, but mind-reading interests me.

i do ponder over how do others really regard me as.
honestly, truthfully, without any loopholes.
am i a friend who's there to provide entertainment?
or perhaps a friend you seek when you lack company?
or when you need advices, you come to me?
or am i a friend you actually hate but claim to love?
hmmmm.

i do not understand why is there a need to be hypocritical.
hypocritical = bad or good?
perhaps good in the way that the other wouldn't get hurt.
but bad cos when the truth unveils.. situation seriously fluctuates.
and its scary to know some friends can't be trusted.
especially those you reveal ur darkest secrets to.
but everyone is given the right to trust and be trusted.
if i dont trust you, how will you trust me?
as for me, i blabber most of my secrets out.
ask, and you'll know. HAHA :b

if i had a choice, i'd rather be myself in front of everybody.
but of cos, everyone do carry a facade with him/her.
honestly, if you can't be yourself around a group of friends,
or have to change whoever you are to fit in,
what makes you think the friendship can go on with your facade?
if this path has come to a dead end,
find another one that would show you the way out.

thats why now im just gonna be myself.
if you can't accept my flaws... ohwell. :)

6:01 PM

Sunday, January 25, 2004

i think the hangover is causing me to think way too much.
feelings are starting to rush back
and i feel like.. shyt.

why start when its going to end?

im gonna keep myself outta love.
i so dammit am.
okay fine, at least i'll try. =x

7:02 PM

the hangover is killing me

went over to carm's place yest afternoon, together with nat n wanyi,
n rachel who came an hour or so late. nvm, at least we 4 were entertaining
ourselves with the karoake set. hahah. had tonsa fun. :)

xy came over with many bottles of drinks followed by chang, carm, wanyi,
rach n jovin. xy didnt stay for long tho. :(
lets see, joyce was next, followed by merser then andrea.
sem came later, was so relieved to see her.
n cher! my gdness, her lips were purple when she came as a drenched chicken. haha.
wahhh, n i lost 8bucks alone to andrea, dont know how much i lost to the rest.
haha, i complained abt it till andrea could use the loudspeaker n blast me off. =x
but it was great seeing all the twits again.
i always love meeting up with them, altho sometimes i can be awfully quiet. heh.

jiah, chow n deb came much later when andrea, cher, merser, carm n wanyi left.
bryan n porky didnt come in de end. wonder why.
was totally drenched when i sent them out. shivering cold. =/
came back n they were playing 123, haha, crazy girls.
n i shot a whole bottle of e33 for a bet of 50bucks frm gawd knows who.
but i doubt anyone would give it, i jus wanted to gulp it all down.
n yes, i got dizzy after that. =/

haha, n chang! you idiot. you took advantage of my privacy when im tipsy! (pls think straight) cant believe i actually spilled out a couple of my secrets to you.
or rather, confirm your doubts aye?
thankfully i didnt spill that much. hehe.
some secrets are better not known.
sorry bruddah! :D

6:12 PM

Friday, January 23, 2004

yawn, didnt do much today. visited my eldest uncle at woodlands first.
gdness! they have 4 schnauzers! hahah, really adorable and disciplined.
if only rocky could be like that. then again, its only a dream.
haha, ohwell.. n my cousin! -smacks forehead-
she showed us her toy n her porn magazines from aus.
one of which was '101 ways of having sex'. FASCINATING INDEED.
lol. so yeah. didnt do much there other than talk with the ladies.
boy, has my cousin grown prettier. hehe. =x
n her elder brother shocked me when i found out his girlfriend was my age?
not to mention that he's 22. i first thot the girl was 19! sheesh.
gee, talk about inferiority. =/

went to another uncle's new condo at bishan afterwards.
its a little off since its surrounded n cramped cos of the dominating hdb flats surrounded it. its rather nice tho. hehe.
my cousin bought drinks for us.
guess it wasnt enough to get my high nor drunk, but it sure got me tired.
and i didnt expect that my cousin, out of the so many ive mentioned, went back with my jie over the past few months. but unfortunately, they didnt last.. again. but its amazing that his affection for her lingered on for so long.
lets see.. ever since i was sec 1? didnt know he was so devoted. heh.

heading over to jiah's house tmr. meeting sem in town first.
it struck me hard after my few bottles of drinks.
i kept thinking of you and wondered if you're going down to auntie's place tmr too.
and honestly, i really do wanna see you there.
but at the same time, not.
im afraid it would hurt. and its supposed to a Happy new year aint it?
ahhh shucks. il just try to take things easy. i will try my best..

sem : sorry dear, that i couldnt talk to you for long earlier. i know you must have been so annoyed as the boredom was stripping you of your mood. -hugs. i wished you were there with me visiting my relatives altho i know you wouldnt wanna come. come visiting with me la. better than staying home right? heh ohwell. hope your tmr will be way better alright? i miss you.

12:08 AM

Wednesday, January 21, 2004

this is a borringg chinese new year eve.
now i fully understand the term 'bored to tears'.
dying of boredom, and i feel lonely..
i wanna do smth. maybe il just go do hmwk =/

10:35 PM

belle hates rushing.
belle dislikes it when things dont go according to plan.

now, are those the character traits of an organized person?
hahaha. :D

11:58 AM

xing nian kuai le!!

although i had to mug my way through school this morning, im darn ass happy! i've got a hug from my bitch! wasnt expecting any hug or anything from my classmates. hee. was caught by surprised when she hugged n wished me happy chinese new year. man, im one lucky ass. :D
and i didnt know jo looks pretty with wet long hair. saw her with her hair let down this morning. wahhh.. she's got my eyes on her the whole flag-raising. hahaha =x

okay, now that lifted my spirits up a little.
i can hit town as a happy kid again. :)

11:53 AM

great. now tears have to start forming behind my eyes.. sigh.

12:19 AM

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

wellwell..
am supposed to be doing my hmwk but instead i shoved my sis aside and started using the com. only planned on using it for like 5mins or so? but instead, have been stuck here for 2hrs instead. and the 2hrs seems to have gotten things running through my mind again..

have been talking to her all these while. she was kinda cheery at first as so it seemed, but later her emotions took a turn for the worse and darkened, with dark clouds looming in and chasing the sunshine in her away. i tried to keep laughing and joking as if everything was going fine for me, but actually, it hurts inside whenever i talk to you. only reason being because i've been missing you.. alot. sigh. reality keeps catching up with me everytime i want to escape from it.. ohwell.

it wouldnt have felt that bad if you were happy with life and all, but i guess things hasnt been going well for you either. and bcos i do care about you -in fact a hell lot- it pains me too to know that you've been depressed lately. i do not wish to know that you haven't been getting along fine, that you have been crying. i'd rather you find someone new, someone whom you love and loves you too just as much, someone who perhaps is way better than me. its okay if things doesn't go well for me. as long as it does for you.. i'll be alright.

i really hope and pray that you'll be fine.
inside my heart, i know i still care alot for you.
although i never got to call you mine,
but as a friend, i'll always be here to pull you through..

11:56 PM

hahaha. my gdness. i was surprised to see so many entries in my gbk today. thanks to my beloved laoma n daughter! heehee. -bigkiss! you both are so sweet. :D and of cos i know who you both were sitting beside during free period. who else but that big black hippopotamus right?! grrrr. one day im gonna chop her up and cook soup! hahaha. im so lame. =x

hmm. willie went to taiwan this morning. it was sooo borring during social studies class today, cept for the fact that my bitch and hanah kept disturbing me. hahaha. yes, i've got a bitch in school. she's quite cute yknow! HAHA =x but i don't exactly fancy her affectionate way of calling me.. slut. =/ hahaha, but jo still attracts me more. she sat behind me today during recess too! okok, belle, shutup. it was fun playing with my bitch tho. she and yi hua kept kept tickling non-stop during free period, but of cos, i didnt surrender to their perseverance. hehe.

ohwell. gonna have tuition later and i have left so many blanks on my math paper 1 and 2. basically, everything regarding circles and triangles and whatever funny shape objects. heh, i have completely forgotten all my formulas. im so gonna get screwed by my cousin later. =/

6:39 PM

Monday, January 19, 2004

HAHAHA i think the 9pm show on chnl8 is hilarious!
oops, im supposed to be mugging aint i?
hahaha, after i have my share of laughter perhaps.
back to the show! :D

9:34 PM

This entry is dedicated to 3 extraordinary treasures in my life.

laoma dearest! im so glad to see that you signed my gbk! i never thot you'd visit my blog. heehee. i miss you so damn much :( yes! i wanna have those coffee chillout sessions with you again! my gdness, we'll just start laughing till we fart won't we? haha, really miss those hilarious times we spent together. something funny always happen when we're together. hahaha. sorry that im always not replying your msges cos i'd be out with others or something. pls forgive me? hee. but please do go out soon yeh? must find some time for ur erzi here in your busy schedule! heh. love you laoma, always have and always will :D

flo sweetie! although perhaps you'll never get to read this, cos i hardly catch you online. but thanks for the many times you've been there for me. you always seem to appear whenever i needed someone. simple msges from you can cheer me up, even the slightest bit. :) i seriously miss hanging out with you, laoma and cher together as a group. i remember we used to have one hell of a time going crazy and acting stupid. actually, it was only you and me. laoma n cher would just hide their faces. hahaha. ohwell! do go out soon alright? miss your bubbly laughter. tcare flo, hope things have been going fine for you. love ya bitter or sweet! :D

cher! irritator! hahaha, im just joking. we've been seeing each other almost every other day man. i know ure sick of my face. lol, but thanks for the times you put up wit my nonsense. seriously speaking, not many pple can do that. haha, but sometimes i wish you'd include me into your own world too. don't always lock me out and stay in there all gloomy and stuff. share the dark clouds with me too la, at least it lightens your burden. :) n im sorry if ive been caught up in my disastrous world nowadays, il pay more attention to you whenever i can alright? hee, do tcare and keep laughing like an idiot. we'll go out tgoether as a group soon. love yoU! -hugs

8:39 PM

rainy days are awesome.
if im prepared to get soaked to the skin!
my gdness, its only monday
and my entire uniform, socks and shoes are dirty n wet! =/
ohwell, it was fun being drenched. the cabbie uncle was so nice!
haha, nvm.

im starting to loosen up in school.
started being a lil noisy and cracking lame jokes during free period.
hehe, im finally blending in! hee.
n another classmate of mine declared im her girlfriend again.
am i that desirable? HAHAHA kidding. :D
n she smacked my ass! like what the..
is that one of their ways of showing affection?
im sure not planning to get used to that..

wellwell, suddenly im all perked up today.
and thats good! although i got reminded of her again today.
wonder when will that ever stop.. ohwell.
i shall just go and mug on math and remember numerical symbols instead.
and of cos, listen to my sister rattle on abt her admirer! HAHA :D

8:12 PM

Sunday, January 18, 2004

i miss andrea's wittiness.
i miss rachel's funny actions.
i miss cheryl's full of shit.
i miss wanyi's lame jokes.
i miss carmen's goofing around.
i miss natalyn's radiant sunshine.
i miss joyce's sotong-blurness.
i miss emily's cuteness.

in short,
i miss having the tw'its around.
lets have a group outing soon!! :D

10:12 PM

i need an outlet to release all my suppressed angst.
it has been rising inside ever since daybreak
it rushes outta me fast and uncontrollably
leaving behind a trail of unforgiven mistakes.
words piercing through the weak flesh of man
with the pain that shatters the brittle and helpless heart
leaving it torn and tattered, quivering on the ground.
shaking and struggling for survival, yet falling apart.

no one was spared from its brutality.

9:50 PM

if i had a choice
i wouldn't want anyone to be me

i'd be more than a happy parent
if my daughter doesnt turn out to be like me

and i'm very contented
that none of my friends possess my horrid character.

9:34 PM

Sem,
thanks for all the hugs of comfort you've given me
i'm so much in love with them that it can even cry out a desperate need.
because in your hug, i feel loved and treasured.
its not like the normal hugs of saying goodbye,
but one thats atypically special that comes with a message
a message that says i'll never leave.

I love you sem.
and i've always prayed and believed,
that our friendship would stride along the path of forever.

3:17 PM

wanted to blog in last night
but i guess i was too down dead dog-tired to do so.
ohwell..

fell asleep at sem's place for awhile.
thank goodness she could wake me up (im a log-sleeper)
haha, i'd be planting myself in a mine filled with bombs
if i had slept through the night.

kept thinking of you on my way back
i missed you so much then
and am missing you that much even till now.
its stripping me of my smiles and laughter,
lugging me back into bleakness.

i need to gather the broken pieces of myself
those that have shattered and fallen apart.
if only i could find them..

2:55 PM

andrea's messages never fail to lit a smile on my face.
they are really comforting and precious to me.
although they do not speak what my heart ponders
they always ease my torment and troubles.
indeed out of the ordinary..

Thanks drea.
for everything big or small, that you've done.
You are definitely heaven sent.
probably one of God's greatest gifts to me,
and very much, deeply appreciated. :)

2:32 PM

Saturday, January 17, 2004

im over at sem's house now. think im gonna be screwed when i get back.
but ohwell. i feel unhappy, n i dont like going hme that way.
sigh. whats with my mood swings?

Went out with cher in the afternoon.
she was so quiet, so lost in her own world.
so yeah, i felt alone and lost all my hypervity,
Met yanyu after that for "lunch" at nooch.
that cheered me up a little.
Thanks :D
I had fun although it was just a short while.
Met up with Sem, Darren and Henry in the evening.
oops, i mean Herng Liang. HAHAHA -x
Dinner time was fun.
But gradually it all just faded away.
but of cos, i still enjoyed myself.

sigh. it sucks being unhappy.
maybe bcos im thinking of you..

10:24 PM

Delight in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart

Went to New Creation Church last night.
There was an urge in me, asking me to attend bible study.
I knew He had a purpose for me going there.
I knew He had a message for pastor prince to convey to me.
The message reached deep into the depths of my soul,
grabbed my insecurity, my hopelessness, my troubles and hurt.
Just one sentence. only one.
rang significantly into my ears. so significant, so precious.
He loves you and will never leave you. He's always with you.
Come unto Him with who you are. He'll cleanse you and make you whole.
Or did Pastor Prince even said that?
Haha, maybe thats what it lingers around in my head.
I have felt so empty all these while.
but His presence lifted the shackles of worry that constricted my feet.

Thank you Lord, for loving the imperfect me.

10:08 AM

Everything happens for a purpose.
When things don't go your way,
you know that the other road laid before you,
is the one you should take instead.
Don't give up because you're weary
I'll be there to take your hand.
I'll walk alongside with you.
Right by your side, thats where I'll always stand.

9:59 AM

Thursday, January 15, 2004

my gums n teeth are fucking nuts hurting.
shucks, i need painkillers before i die of the excruciating pain.
now, i rather not have any teeth.
ahhhh.. i wont be able to sleep well tonight. :(

everything around keeps reminding me of her
shucks, even the tv shows man!
theres a movie named after her too. like what the..
i rather not be reminded of you
memories just bring back the hurt.. all the time.
went through the msges you sent previously.
sigh, missing you again..
i so need to snap outta it.

anyway, sister is back. she's gonna hog the com again.
ohwell, gonna go mug on the 3 tests i have tmr.
adios santanios! -whatever that means- :D

10:03 PM

i just wanted to make things clear.
i'm not sweet by nature.
only honest.

and you'd know if im buckering up
the truth always unveils in the end. :)

6:36 PM

how do you remove the scars inflicted on urself?

was looking at my left wrist earlier.
actually, its not exactly the wrist, rather, the lower half of my arm.
it looks so different from my right.
especially with the many lines packed closely together.
if you havent seen so many scars on a hand,
perhaps, i shall put mine up as an exhibition.
what was i thinking as i inflicted those permanent scars?
now it acts as a reminder of the past.
and the hurt will never go away..

yes i know, stupid me.

6:27 PM

A Woman's Prayer

Now i lay me,
Down to sleep.
I pray the Lord,
My shape to keep.
Please no wrinkles,
Please no bags.
And please lift my butt,
Before it sags.
Please no age spots,
Please no gray.
As for my belly,
Please take it away.
Please keep me healthy,
Please keep me young.
And thank you dear Lord,
For all that you've done.
Amen.

lets start praying ladies. :)

6:16 PM

today is suchhh an unlucky day.
first, my pe tcher approached me to come for volleyball training after school today but of cos, i didnt. =x
2ndly! something happened to my skirt. SO, i had to wear my pe attire back hme. and dropped by stmargs to get some stuff frm cher plus check up on my friends. so glad seeing them again :)
BUT, 3rdly, i had to take the same bus as the black hippopotamus. grr. thank gawd laoma came along with me.
LAOMA!! finally i've got to meet up with you. man, you dont know how much i've missed you. it has seem as though forever has passed by the last time i saw you. :D go out soon!
4thly, biology test wasnt as easy as expected. wont be able to do well :(

hmm, got back my compo today. topped the class!! FOR THE FIRST TIME. haha, but yar, i don't think i deserved that grade. 30/40? naw, i think its more of.. 23? 24? -shrugs. how am i ever gonna score an A for english? sigh. streesss. plus, tmr i'll be having chinese spelling. 863 WORDS! and of cos, social studies essay test, and math test. not to mention, coming to school on saturday to take chemistry test. i wonder how they can actually skipped on moles and go onto alkanes and alkens n macromolecules n all that nonsense. now, i would hafta mug mug mug for those few topics i've NEVER learnt before. so unfair! =/ NOW, i know whats stress. shucks.

why isit that always when i want something, it would disappear from my sight? -smacks forehead-

5:56 PM

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

andreaa!! thanks for the rubba dubdub. HAHAH :D anyway, my tummy's better since its relying a hell lot on the medicine, thanks for the concern. and yes, do meet up soon. actually, MUST meet up soon. do tcare, and whenever u feel that ure alone or smth, remember that theres always me. :)

semm!! i miss youu! although we just chatted over the phone last night. sigh, i'd rather be seeing you everyday in school. i know ure a busy lady, but make time for your best friend here la okay? haha. lets go out with darren n hl again. enjoyed myself the other night. this time, i wont fall sick. i hope.. :b

cher!! haha, sorry that you've grown sick of my face. thanks for being there for me and listening to all my crappy yack. yeah, i know im not alone la, dont worry. il bug you to death when i feel lonely. :D and yeah, i wanna apologise for the past times if ive been too harsh on you whenever you came to me, just wanted the best for you.

darrenn!! you moron! haha. so no wonder you took so fast to sign my guestbook. you're trying to be cool again aintcha? hahah. actually, you are a sweet person yourself, you just failed to realise it thats all. best of luck for.. you know what. :) and yes, thanks so much for the panadols plus water the other night.

hl bruddah!! haha! i lovvee playing minesweeper with you. im winning again!! heehee. and thanks for always listening to whatever i've gotta say. even though i might keep repeating the same stuff. haha. and dont get jealous anymore la, cos nobody will ever replace you. -cross my heart- (aint i the sweetest thing? its not sem right?) :D

xinying!! hope you're feeling better now. man, dont know how on earth did you fall so sick. rest more, eat more, sleep more, and actually in other words, just take good care of yourself alright? -hugs. must get well again ar, den we can go out and laugh our heads off till it goes dangling off our necks. hehe :D

5:27 PM

Enneagram Test Results

Type 1	Perfectionism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Type 2	Helpfulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Type 3	Ambition	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Type 4	Sensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Type 5	Detachment	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Type 6	Anxiety	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Type 7	Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Type 8	Aggressiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Type 9	Calmness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%